Welcome Home, Zeekie!
Always glad to see someone coming back to SR, since that was also my pattern, for years: get sober, get drunk, run away, repeat...
This time is different, and can be for you, as well. This time, I'm posting twice a day, sharing a little and trying to encourage a lot, often just checking in to be accountable to myself and others. If support is what you need, all you have to do is type; someone will come along almost immediately, and you'll feel much less isolated, and likely be encouraged. This site...I can't say enough good things about it!
Very glad you're here...Arp