Old 05-24-2016, 08:00 AM
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zjw
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frickaflip233. The best thing i can think of is in a situation liek this I rather robotically just move forward in the right direction. I did not want to run i was so aggravated and I didnt even know if it would even make me feel better as I've been battling lots of issues. But I just put the blinders on and made the choice that seemed liek the right one. Rather robotically without much feeling or emotion in it if this makes any sense. I went throught the motions and did what i had to do i guess the proper way.

Yea the pay off is i didnt wake up hung over etc...

the whole situation just kinda scared me with how low i was sinking. The fact that the thought of drinking started to have a bit more weight to it.

It can be annoying too to have this much sober time yet still have to battle stuff liek this like hey come on! but I guess thats why people still go to AA at 20 years in and so on. It just is what it is.
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