I do think everyone
should be happy. - eh, that looks like a directive.
Is this better? I think everyone
can be happy.
I understand and empathize - you are not alone in feeling this way. It'll be 70 days for me later on this week and emotionally I'm either actively "blue" or flatlining. I find myself avoiding interacting with friends or extended family - I think because I am terrified that I am hypersensitive and just all "wrong" so attempting to engage in relationships is just too hard right now.
It sucks! Just last night I went for yet another frigging walk and when I got home, I found myself crying - I guess because I miss the "escape" alcohol offered (at least initially) from ME. Ha - there's a radiohead song with the line "I'm trapped in this body and I can't get out" - yup. That's it.
All that being said, I am choosing to have faith in objective facts versus how I feel (which is crappy and confused). Maybe we just have to plow through a good bit of time feeling like this??? But completely sober!??? I think so - !!!
