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Old 05-18-2016, 10:43 AM
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thisisit2016
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I'm not sure if he's technically abusive. He obviously hurts me verbally a lot -- and I think I resent him for that part.

But, the issue with my hand -- he was out of control.. I think reckless is the word for it. He didn't INTEND to break my bone - but he didn't realize that he was pulling too hard.

As for the alcohol, I don't know. I can't seem to go a day without it. Not a day...and the fact that he watches it like a hawk really makes me want to drink more. He will measure how much I had in the bottle and make it out that I am the issue here.

Of course, I am more emotional when I drink and even a glass will make me a bit deeper if we are arguing or if he's insulting. the Problem for HIM is that I will become louder, yell louder or even through pillows etc if I am drunk and fighting.

The other night while fighting he said "I don't talk to drunks".

I felt so horrified! But, maybe he's accurate? Maybe this is ME? Is it?
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