Welcome back! I had many day ones in the past as well. On NYE I decided I was done, and have been sober since January 1st. It gets easier and the thoughts of drinking are less. Also, waking up every morning with a clear head and ready to face whatever the day may bring is worth it.
SR has been the biggest part of my plan, as well as daily texting with a sober buddy who stopped the same day as me. You should join the May class, having a group of people at the same point in their sobriety journey is very helpful.
Glad you are back, you can do this!!!
❤️ Delilah