I've decided to cut out for a while.
It's doing my head in, and I've got some childhood sexual assault stuff going on in my head at the same time, and I can only deal with one head at a time.
At the moment I don't feel like corresponding with anyone, and will continue as before with my psychiatrist. A different sort of spiritual awakening, and done sober. He'll be proud.
kzaug, I have discovered a wind up musical toy who's market has not yet been tapped. Won't tell you in case word gets out.
I'm glad this is not a closed shop.
Stay sober everyone.