Thanks everyone!
I'm moving in 3 months and 3 weeks to England to start school, so I know I'm on my way to a better future, and I know that the situation I'm in now will only make me stronger. Honestly, I think it keeps me from becoming complacent. Also, like others have said, I have come to terms with the fact that this is a forever thing. I can't ever have another drink, and that does make it easier. Must less tempting. I've made it through day six now and I'm not about to ruin that.
