Amen. I've often wondered if I'm predisposed to anger or if it's from a lifetime of transgressions. If I'm able to express it directly I'm ok. It's when I find myself in situations where that behavior is not agreeable (like growing up) when it builds up and comes out sideways, causing more damage. Story of my life. Resentment begetting more resentment, creating a life primed for alcohol abuse. It's time to clean up the past, make some amends at some point, and surround myself with better people. Those are my goals anyway.