Rough Week
This was a really rough week for me. Started a new job and every day I would drive past the liquor store on the way home and think of picking up a bottle of whisky and a 12 pack of beer. Thankfully I didn't.
Friday was especially difficult as things happen in threes. I had a tift with my girlfriend which itself wasn't even that bad, but it the monster on my shoulder telling me to go grab a few pints. Then I got a text that a close friends mother passed away around noon, and then a few hours later my mother called me crying (she doesn't know I'm in the program) to tell me that their family cat died.
That being said, today is my 30th day sober, and I'm going to go for a walk and light up a Cohiba and just enjoy the weather and my sobriety.