Good job sdi!!! It gets easier as time goes on. Soon you will find that you can make it through whole weeks without a drink and you will be o.k.! The biggest trap I find myself in these days is romanticizing a drink... I see all these other people im serving having a drink and I think... why cant I do the same? It looks so nice. Then I stop myself and play the tape through. I imagine how one drink turns into a whole bottle (it always does), the possibility of blacking out, the guilt and shame, and the hangover and starting all over again. Just a few days ago one of my coworkers came in late, looking awful, complaining of her hangover and I was secretly elated at never having to feel that way again. The thought of a drink at that moment actually turned my stomach. Keep up the good work. 👏