Glad you're here raaeoh, you'll find that abstinence will rid you of most of your ailments. Stay sober long enough and you'll be surprised how easy life gets without those mental impulses and constant worrying about your health. It's the easy way out if you let it be. Hang in there past those first few speed bumps and coast downhill. It really can be that easy if you stop fighting it and just consign yourself to never needing another drink.