Hey phaeton
I have been addicted to many things over the years - but wine just stayed with me, slowly poisoning me for years!
Just like you - 1 / 2 bottles daily - sometimes more.
I have only been sober for 10 days and I'm not going to sugarcoat it - it hasn't been easy!
But if you want to try and stay sober then SR is the best place for you - for support and the information you need to understand your addiction.
Good luck and keep posting x