I share in your pain Jazz.I am almost in the same boat.My g/f is pregnat and I am a drunk.Close to loseing my job,my family.I just got out of a detox program becouse I cant seem to stop myself alone.I have to get beter so I not destroy this soul I am bringing into the world.I have a friend who is same as you,his daughter was mad and said I dont like you drunk all the time.I can tell you she is already going down the hard road of life with drugs and alchol.Kids will repeat what the parents do.Please get help not just for your kids but for Yourself!!
hugs and prayers go out to you to get well.
Vince