Georgia,
I'll keep you in my prayers! You will be glad that you went to the meeting. I was scared my first time, but after I went, I felt so much better. Everyone was so nice and understanding and I felt at home for the very first time.
I know you can do this. I'm here for you and if you ever need someone to listen, PM me anytime.
Stick around SR and feel the warmth and joy!
Love,
Cheryl