How Do I Save My Babies?
I sit here drunk and crying....
My kids hate me so much! They are 11 and 12.
I don't mean to be the way I am!!! I've done it ALL to get better , but I can't! I'm gonna die a drunk! That's ok...but how do I save my kids????
GOD! I can't believe the poor babies have to go through this crap. They won't go to meetings...I want them to understand!!!! I don't mean to be ME! I don't want to hurt them.
I never "hurt" them (thank God I don't do that kind of thing)....but they are hurt!
So sorry...I'm freakin'....I'm lost...and I just want my kids to be okay!
Will they be ok?