Glad you made it back, and posted this. The same thing happened to me two weeks ago. It was a good day and I texted a friend, Happy birthday, he ask me to have 2 shots with him. In a moment of weakness, I said okay. Well, 2 weeks later, I'm back at my meetings.
I didn't want to keep drinking, but my withdrawal were so bad, I needed one to stop the pain. Mine are usually bad backaches, which I think are my kidneys and the usually headaches.
Strange thing is, I didn't want to drink and do not know why I said yes.