It was a hard week for me. I didn't have much time to read or write or post.
But I guess that's an indicator that I must be en route to making big life changes.
I can see it will be a battle for me to stay with this garden center job, that is, unless something else comes up for me in the meantime. In a year, all the income generated from this job should pay off my extra debt. I'm putting all of it down on my debt. It is hard, but I guess it's the way to go. Can be demoralizing at times.
The USPS rural route carrier interview is Tuesday. It lasts a couple of hours. I'm excited and a bit nervous. I hope I get this job, because I think it'll be a much better fit for me than the garden center job. The stress is high for me. I think this job would better suit an extrovert.
Something odd happened this past week at work. First, a co-worker joked with me about going to get a bottle of gin. Then later, I saw an empty beer can while at work, on the property. This was all very unexpected. It wasn't a problem for me, but it gave me pause to think.