Originally Posted by
LexieCat 
Thanks so much for sharing that. That's pretty much what my moment of clarity looked like when I decided to quit drinking. And when I left my husbands, not knowing how things would ultimately shake out, but knowing that "THIS" was not for me. And when I moved back across the country to take my old job after the second marriage tanked within a matter or months.
NOT THIS--it's powerful, when you listen.
Me too. That's what my final leaving of xAH was. It was a "oh my god, I can not live this way anymore because I will end up dead if I don't leap"...
There was no "oh it's all together and I know what will come" moment.
It was years of scared sh*tlessness and figuring out myself (still am).
But not this was enough... thank god...