Originally Posted by Mia1972

Let me make a brief summary. I was sober for 2 years. I relapsed and drank for 3 months (December 15-March 15) with bad outcomes. I quit back again on March 16. It lasted until April 2 (Saturday). With the worst black out plus suicide attempt plus DUI. I took 9 pills however spit it out. But what if I did swallow them. I was in bed whole day yesterday (Sunday) Right now I am at the airport going away for 5 days which I was looking forward when I was sober. But right now I feel so shaky so ******. Still hangover (even though 24 hrs passed) That pill taking happened yesterday morning. Please help me go through this. I feel anxious. I just saw at the airport that my car was crashed a little bit. That made me feel even worse. Now I feel that something bad will happen. But still I didn't cancel this trip. But I feel so panicky. Please help me get over with this ****** feeling. Need your help