Good job reaching out but don't bottle it up for so long (all day) come here asap & say you feel like that that's what we're here for
To be honest all you have to ask yourself is why did you get sober ?
The longer you stay sober the easier it gets
going back down a dead end road is not going to help you don't live with FOMO (fear of missing out)
Stick with it tough it out but whatever happens take drink off the menu
Fighting FOMO - The Sober School