Originally Posted by
NickiJay 
I’ve obsessed over alcohol all day and I’m fed up with waiting for the work I’ve put in over the last couple of months to start paying dividends. I’ve done everything I can do. I've certainly attended meetings, visited this site, played the tape forward, and used other suggestions. Put simply, I just wish this “monkey” would get off my back.
You miss drinking. You miss alcohol. Makes sobriety tough. But until you let go of alcohol, it won't let go of you.