Steely and Blacky and everyone, I think it's important to realize that in early sobriety, emotions will be all over the place...happy, sad, anxious, po'd, confused, hopeless, hopeful, av nagging at you, at peace. By early recovery, I mean at least a yr., sometimes more. Most of us have been addicted to 1 thing or another our entire life and it takes time for us to learn how to happily live life sober clean/sober. Extra Big ((( Hugs )))