kzaug & Steely, my son is prepubescent, turning 11 soon. I shudder to think of puberty and teenage years. I feel helpless and extremely vulnerable. I'm too sensitive and thin-skinned and full of self-doubt. My head is full of mental parasites and chest is full of pain.
Yes, weekends are currently harder. It's really sad that the only thing I crave is oblivion from dealing with all of this... I really, really want to take Xanax again.
Steely,
Winslow & Blacky, feel better and fight off your AV.