Originally Posted by ItsViolet

Right there with you Auggie. This sounds just like the place I'm in--I'd quit for a while, then reintroduce it slowly and responsibly at first for a period of time before rapidly spiraling out of control once again. I agree that with drinking completely off the table, the idea of not drinking is easier in one way. In another way, I find it harder to accept now that the decision to not drink is unconditional. This is where meetings come in, and SR