When I first began coming to terms with the fact that I was an alcoholic in need of recovery, I was resentful. I didn't like the fact that I couldn't drink like others, that I had to go to "those meetings" and stay sober. I wanted to be freed from my addiction, but I didn't want to stop drinking. I wanted to be able to drink without facing the consequences. After all, others can do it - why can't I??? Well, it's because I am an alcoholic. Today, I'm ok with that! I don't resent being different from those who can drink with impugnity, and I enjoy "those meetings" now. Those AA people are now my friends and family. I'm very grateful to a part of them, and I'm very grateful to be a part of you too! Today I have no shame in saying, "I'm Dane and I'm an alcoholic."
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