Originally Posted by
Outonthetiles 
Good job jobei. Hang in there until you can move. You HAVE to get out of that toxic environment.
Yea the environment is not good and I'm working towards changing it. I'm just pissed off today. Having a hard time calming myself down. I'm resting and that will help but my mind is racing. Going back in my head to how sick I was just a week ago helps me not want to drink but makes me mad I made myself that sick in the first place.