Well I started the day in bed - obviously - feeling very sorry for myself. Almost shaking with stress and depression. I planned on staying in bed all day wollowing in my pit, as I have been for 3 days, until I logged in and got several lovely messages from my friends who suggested I read the thread. When I did I realized I need you all right now. And I feel sad when one of you are sad. It sucks b@lls big time being sad. Anyway......I feel so much better now. Thanks everybody.