Old 03-03-2016, 09:52 PM
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Delizadee
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sns, me too. The last week of drinking when I tapered off and first week sober were just hell for me for that. It's kind of terrible to think... that I got so used to going through withdrawals and the brain soup that I'd learn to leave myself notes of what needed doing or where I'd been, and I'd repeat the lists over and over and over again to try and get through the motions and accomplish tasks.

The worst moments were when I was sober, driving down a road for example, and realize one moment, I had no idea where I was, where I had come from, or where I was going, what time it was. And I'm talking a full day sober. Or days. I had so many of those this time around. It scared the crap out of me. But the smaller things, yeah I do those all the time. I suspect it will plague me until the end of my time. As I've always had that problem.
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