Hi all,
I've been having a bad few days of anxiety. Last night was really uncomfortable.
I don't really know why. I think I'm a bit worried about this play and that it will be very amateurish, it's just a little theatre endeavour. I've told some ppl like Mark and some of the other actors I know about it and they said they'd come to see it in May, and now I don't want them to. It's not at all the calibre of theatre/acting that our local theatre guild puts on, and I feel "less than". Just being honest. I don't know what's wrong with me, but at least I don't feel like drinking over it.
Guess I don't really want to meet this man tmw either. What's the point? I'm not interested in him other than he's from Mexico, and I like Spanish.
Just a bundle of uncertainty today.
Hope everyone is doing better!