Welcome, knb! The early days can be very rough but you can get through them with thoughtful effort. Eventually it does get much easier and I think you will find as I have that life sober is infinitely better :-)
Please let us know if there is anything specifically that we can do to help.
We have a whole range of sobriety time on this thread. The aim is for under one year but there are some of us with over one year who come here to visit, cheer you all on, hopefully share some things that worked for us and at the same time we strengthen our own sobriety.