day 21
Drinking only crossed my mind for a sec today not as often . I didn't feel as tired today also hope my body keeps repairing itself. This time I will stay sober. In the past after I've gotten past a month I would think I could have a drink and be fine. It always turned into more if not the night a few nights after. This time I know I can't have one drink no matter how long it's been. I would start with one drink and one cigarette. Next thing you know I'm smoking a pack a day and drink 16 cans of beer followed by a pint of vodka.. not this time not this time!