Originally Posted by
sobersolstice 
I woke up with a feeling of poison coursing through my veins, and need to address this NOW. I need to create a plan and make it work. Discipline has always been an issue for me, and it's a double edged sword as alcohol kills my motivation.
I think you answered your own question right there in BOLD. NOW is today...so why set future date for something that needs to be done today? You'll need to develop some discipline of your own, but for now how about hitting an AA/NA meeting? You'll find some structure there to help you get started. And if you have time to go on all-day-long benders, you have enough time to spend an hour at a meeting.