Originally Posted by
Optimist4ever57 
Heavy sigh... I'm back to day 2. I'm so disgusted with myself, it overpowers the yucckiness I feel from the withdrawls. It has to work this time .Why am I so weak when it comes to alcohol? There was no anxiety trigger, just saw the vodka and put it on the counter.
I will check in to SR more and work on my "plan"...not quite finished but I did start.
I am so disappointed in myself :-(
Yes, keep checking in here. I'm finding that it's helping me a lot, though my husband seemed worried that SR will be a trigger. That's why I'm posting so darn much!
Please stay in the class.
I'm going to my 2nd AA meeting today. Deep breaths. It took me so long to get the 1st, and that was a few weeks ago. Fear and denial...