Originally Posted by
Delizadee 
The last time I thought like that, I wound up in detox a month and a half later. It started put as fun and ended up with me down the capper, suicidal and bedded down going through awful withdrawals beside the homeless drunks off the street.
It's not worth it. Good for you for not drinking!
Yes. The last time I relapsed I was drunk for about 2 months straight. It ended with me lying on the couch, projectile vomiting blood until my former AA sponsor almost broke down the door to get to me to bring me to the ER. I'm lucky to be alive. Yeah...the drink is NOT WORTH IT!