Old 02-29-2016, 03:49 AM
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Originally Posted by Cococo View Post
I just wish to strongly clarify something from my post above. Im quoting myself lol.

I am NOT suggesting there are ANY positives in drinking any amount of alcohol for any alcoholics. Its too late for me to go back and edit the above post.

What I should've said.....wrong choice of words....

There was nothing positive about my drinking tonight even though I didn't get drunk. The reason I say that is because I didn't get drunk.

But Im looking at it all wrong! Now that I think about it, those (you may call them mere glasses, but...) 2 glasses of wine (that your average 'normie' would have in the 1 sitting) ONLY instigated an immense desire to drink copious amounts more. That is not positive!

The hosts didn't offer any more after glass number 2 like 'normies' do.

But I PROBABLY wouldn't have got drunk with them in their house even if they continued offering - maybe! Please note that I say "Probably and maybe". There is every chance that if they had so offered all night long I would be slurring and tripping up all over their house by now making a complete spectacle out of myself! That is not a positive either!

So actually, regardless that Im not drunk, there was NO positive at all.
At least you are being honest to yourself. That's a positive thing. The day I put my hands up and said that I am an alcoholic is the day I found my desire to no longer drink. Alcohol to me is poison and it will kill me if I let it.Thats a fact
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