Oh thank you jobei and spadge.
Please, no need to say sorry. Im not beating myself up - I don't think. Im fully aware of what happened.
At least Im not drunk, but I will tell you WHAT, those 2 drinks had me desperately wanting A LOT more. So I know Im an alcoholic.
So the positives in the situation are:- a) I didn't get drunk or drink more after and b) Ive fought AV afterwards successfully because it was telling me "MORE MORE MORE MORE" and I haven't given in.
Still - its disappointing.