I crave sometimes...everyday...just a bit....I still have lingering anxiety periodically...everyday....
In the past, anxiety was a green light to get hammered..before I got educated...
I bet the anxiety was normal stress, but then got modified by my use of alcohol at a very young age...
I used to get drunk when I was 5 years old....parents were busy or something...that is probably part of my mental disfunction. Therepy would likely help me. Anyway....
Alcohol is poison. I do not believe the hype.
It ruins us mentally and physically.
The only true freedom for me...is abstinence. Have not been this clean in about 33 years.
Hope this helps. Thanks for the post kin.