good on ya for 6 months!
6 months in i would still have a difficult time seeing alcohol at the store. the great thing was i had my past to remind me just how awesome havin a drink or 2 wouldnt work and
i had the power to not allow alcohol get into me. i had the power to choose to say no.
im thinkin you are able to choosr,too when ya say this:
"But I can't, can I?"
you have the power to either say no or make your past become your future.
them thoughts happened to me for some time. i think it was about 10 ish months when they subsided greatly.
10+ years in i think about drinking occasionally( like maybe every other month) but my past reminds me how well one or 2 drinks wont work.