Originally Posted by
jobei 
My only true relationship has been with alcohol for a very long time... and it has been the worst kind of abusive relationship there is. It's pretty clear why I've been single. It has stunted my growth on all levels and prevented me from maturing as I should have... I'm ready to leave it and grow again.
I totally get you. I have drowned my emotions with drink and never faced up to anything. I hid behind a bottle like a coward, pretending things/people /places never existed and allowing my drinking to dictate who I am.
No more. Gonna show the world the real me. I am ready too. So so ready