Old 02-24-2016, 12:12 AM
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TimeDrain
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As an addict I resent a lot about addiction . Finding god just means finding some bright spot inside that makes you want to get better. Honestly substances make you feel things that you can't sober. For the addicted they also destroy everything. Maybe its just science he found you and it felt so good it triggered the things that feel like that. Its a mess and our best recovery methods are talking to people and things like AA which has no success rate.

Probably a similar thought process as your bf.

Its up to you , smart and best thing to do is leave. Next would be to make your life revolve around his terrible things he does to you. ALANON if you want to sit in a circle and talk about it.

Ill be banned in two minutes because this is the stepford wives website of nonsense.
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