Originally Posted by
SandyO 
Tonight has been the first night I REALLY wanted to drink. I've had a very emotional day. I have fertility issues. It's physical but of course alcohol doesn't help. I'm truly embarrassed to admit this. Totally insane - an alcoholic trying to have a baby.
Dear Sandy
Congratulations on day 31! What an inspiration!
Youre allowed to try and have a baby like anybody else. You wouldn't drink and harm your unborn baby - believe me. I was an alcoholic when I fell pregnant x 2, but I never drank. I was soon straight back into it after birth though :-( I couldn't breastfed so it wasn't an issue in that respect.
Don't think low of yourself because youre alcoholic. You appear like a very kind and caring person. Alcoholics can be beautiful people. The top 3 most nasty horrible people Ive met in my life were non drinkers, so there you go!
All the best