Originally Posted by
Cococo 
I have to be EXTREMELY careful if I start feeling to good. I know that sounds weird, but I drink alcoholically when Im feeling both down and good. Theres another poster in here who is the same., I cant recall who.
Yep, I'm the same way. I drank when things were bad, good, when I was happy or sad. I would drink to "reward" myself for cleaning the house, or getting a project done. I would drink to relieve stress or feel more relaxed or patient. Ugh, so sad when I think about it. It became such a crutch and I didn't even realize it. So glad to be breaking free of that. Life is too short.