Thanks for welcoming me everyone!
Its morning time here. Im on day 1 (again) today. I only lasted 3 days earlier this week (pretty sad effort really). I tripped up last night. In saying that I didn't drink myself to oblivion, so I don't feel too bad this morning. But I am in a foul mood.
I need to actively try harder. I cant just say "oh yeah, Im not drinking anymore". I did mean it earlier this week when I stopped drinking, I really did. Its just I didn't try hard enough to stay away from alcohol. I gave in to easily. I was at the supermarket buying some lovely fresh fruit and vegetables, meat etc., I avoided the wine aisle, paid for my groceries and was driving home when I realised I forgot to buy olive oil (which I need today to cook all my meals for the week, I cook and freeze), so I turned around and drove back to the supermarket, but I emerged with olive oil AND a bottle of wine! I did NOT try hard enough, I could've used more restraint.