5 years
That's how long I've been on here...
I've been spending time re-reading my old posts and it is both shocking, sad and eye opening...
Just about this time 5 years ago... I was so defensive of xAH, so much in denial (but of course did not see it as such), bargained, tried repeatedly, subjected my kids to so much so unnecessarily... And now I continue to see the side effects of that choice.... Hard to swallow that pill of reality.
It also makes me realize that however crummy things are now with his endless games, it's SO much better now than it was.
If I had stayed any longer, our kids would be without either parent being sane or stable...
Im aggravated by own posts and how difficult I was... How unwilling I was to listen, how much I subjected my kids to chaos and how much abuse I was willing to take...
Sigh...
It's so eye opening...