Day 9 today. Was thinking about going to a work party this weekend but I think I'll skip it. I don't trust myself in social situations yet.
I went to lunch today with a coworker (he's also a friend) who reminded me of something I said on a business trip while drunk last summer that I didn't recall saying. I felt the familiar flush in my face of regret for my behavior.
I stayed quiet and held my head high despite wanting to get up and run out of the restaurant. I will use this experience to remind me why I choose an alcohol free life - without alcohol I know I won't say things I am embarrassed about and don't remember later.....thankful I never have to "go there" again!