SansaS - thanks. I googled it and came up with "Alcoholic Voice" and "Addicted Voice".
Yes, well, my AV sure is a tricky bugger. I just have to learn how to out smart her. I think I need more active support (AA meetings or the like), a plan and to figure out what my triggers are. I feel as though these 3 things are going to be the key to my success.