That's the thing, we can't drink like 'normal people'. You don't need to think about permanent abstinence at this point, but also don't be wishing for that one or two drinks a week you're aiming for. Focus on getting through this week, or day, or hour without drinking, whatever works for you. I found when I looked too far ahead I got impatient and just started drinking again. I'm taking it a day at a time now and I celebrate each day of sobriety, I hope I can make it stick this time.
I'm trying to beat back some cravings today, and my hands are still shaking but I'm pretty used to that now. I'm getting ready to leave for an AA meeting now, I'll catch you all later!