Hi Mia,
I am sorry you are having such a difficult time. Two years sober is an incredible accomplishment. What did you do during that time to remain sober?
I'm not sure if you used SR a lot, but it is definitely helping me to remain sober. I have 45 days today. I have been in and off this tie and working on my recovery since October of 2012, however, 90 days was the most time I was able to remain sober during that time. I have committed to remaining sober for good.
I hope you will join us on here, I'm sure you can share many strategies that worked for you during those two years. Glad you are here.
❤️Delilah