One other reason is I met this wonderful guy. And I enjoy getting tipsy with him. You know how that feels. And I have this group that I belong to. All of them drink. Except one actually. I also wanted to be same with them. Since they are having so much fun. When I met them I was sober. Of course I said another reason for my quit. Then I started drinking. Now what am I going to say as an excuse. I dont want them to know I have this problem. They didnt witness my problem drinking side - yet!