Very early sobriety is not fun, but soon that pain will be gone and you don't ever have to drink again. I heard those words early in sobriety day 1 or 2 and they struck me. I don't have to drink again.
That's what my drinking had become.......a "have to. " It was time to quit.
Early on, meetings with f2f support provided foundational support for me coupled with SR.
Seek all the help you need - there are many options. Great job on 5 days - Remarkable and Well Done!